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"I was happy before I met him. But I'm alive now, and those are not the same thing."

 

    Everything, Everything is a novel by Nicola Yoon. The cover of this book is stunning, no question, but it also stuns content-wise. From a distance it appears to be a simple girl meets boy-next-door story. In actuality it is more than a vanilla YA romance, it's centered around Madeline, a teenage girl who has spent her entire life in her home due to a rare illness characterized by an extreme "allergy" to the outside world. She's never felt as though she's missing out on much, as she lives comfortably with her mother and enjoys the presence of her nurse, Carla. However, after she begins speaking to her new neighbor, Olly, she soon realizes that she wants to have more than just a quiet existence alone in her home. From there she not only grows closer to Olly, but, much to the dismay of her mother, starts experiencing things she'd avoided risking due to her illness.

     If you weren't sold on the plot, here are some things that really made the book more enjoyable for me:

1. A biracial protagonist; Madeline Whittier is half Asian and half black, and she's more than just a token POC.
2. A whimsical style; the book is filled with Maddy's doodles, little lists and cute diagrams.
3. Lots and lots of small pushes to motivate you to finally do something you've been wanting to do.

     However, in contrast to that, here are some things that made the read less enjoyable:

1. Maddy's illness is not discussed or explained with much depth, and the details are very wishy-washy.
2. The conclusion can barely be deemed so, there is no closure or insight given to the mental state of some very important characters, making the novel more of cute read than anything profound.


     More depth in character development and better exposition of the Maddy's illness would've been beneficial, but I did thoroughly enjoy this book. It's endearing, unique and honestly a new favorite.

    Ipsy daisy!


     This post is just sharing the contents of my June Ipsy bag. You may be wondering why I'm discussing my June bag in the middle of July, and that's because I did not receive my Ipsy bag until a few days ago. Ipsy shipping takes a very long time anyway, and my original bag was either lost in the mail or never shipped at all. After contacting the company twice they shipped me a replacement. I understand it was a mistake but I would definitely keep that in mind if you're planning on subscribing!


This month had a rebel theme.


The first thing is an eye cream by Hey Honey. I'm not really one to use eye creams, but I will probably be checking out the rest of the brand's products as it is cruelty-free.

This is Cake Beauty's Everything Balm. I've used this as a moisturizer and as a lip balm. I do like it, but I don't think I would purchase it on my own. It's not a greasy formula, but the consistency is rather sticky.

This Formula X nail polish in the shade Revved Up is definitely my favorite product in the bag. It's a very pretty gold with a slightly rosy undertone.

I'm also quite pleased with an eyeshadow by The Balm in the shade Matt Kumar. It's a very nice burgundy color. I don't think this would be great to put all over the eye, but it's nice for the crease. Also, the packaging is the cutest thing ever!


In contrast to that, my least favorite product is a lipgloss in the shade Secret by Be a Bombshell. I'm not really a fan of lipgloss anyway, and not only is this a very unflattering color on me, but it also has a very sticky and patchy consistency.

"You make my heart break, bend, and shake."

I'm no expert in nails, mine are certainly not the prettiest, nor do I have the best technique. Regardless, I do enjoy painting my nails, and as of late, trying out new shades. I thought I'd share how my nails are currently done in hopes of helping someone find nail art inspiration, or new polishes to try.
     I've attempted a nail design inspired by this print. I began by painting my nails with Essie's Going Guru, which is a pastel lime green. I'd been coveting this color for a long time, but it was always sold our, until recently when I came across the last bottle during a late night Target run.
    On top of that I painted blue hearts using Sally Hansen's Babe Blue which I bought as a dupe for Essie's Bikini So Teeny. It's a vibrant cornflower blue.
     Around that I outlined and accented with Essie's Wicked. It's a deep, purpley red which I typically only wear in the winter, but it's dark enough to serve as an almost-black outline color.







http://www.essie.com/Colors/greens/going-guru.aspx
Essie Going Guru
Sally Hansen Babe Blue
Essie Wicked




Personally, I love searching for inspiration in lyrics and images, and so I've created this post in hopes of sparking creativity in others. I've included some of my favorite lyrics from the Blue Neighbourhood album by my absolute favorite artist, Troye Sivan.

http://www.troyesivanstore.com/store/media/catalog/product/cache/167/image/500x500/9df78eab33525d08d6e5fb8d27136e95/t/r/troye-sivan-blue-neighbourhood-deluxe-cd-lenticular-5861532-1444622830.jpg


1. Wild 🚗
http://superfame.com/post/troye-sivan-gay-wild-album-ep-music-video/

Trying hard not to fall
On the way home
You were trying to wear me down
Kissing up on fences
And up the wall
On the way home
I guess it's all working out, now
OR
White noise in my mind
Won't calm down
You're all I think about
Running on the music
And night highs
But when the light's out
It's me and you now, now

2. Bite 💋
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=&url=http%3A%2F%2Fdites-le.tumblr.com%2F&bvm=bv.126993452,d.dmo&psig=AFQjCNHgMZi3FrWjUTKZv8LDMl6TNeodog&ust=1468466185872902

You can coax the cold right out of me
Drape me in your warmth

3. Fools 👨‍👨‍👧‍👦
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwixlavDvu_NAhWCFR4KHToeBwUQjRwIBw&url=http%3A%2F%2Fgiphy.com%2Fsearch%2Fice-coffee&bvm=bv.126993452,d.dmo&psig=AFQjCNH8_9-Pla6UX8SC8iJwYrG6g_3FdA&ust=1468466601929380

Oh, our lives don't collide, I'm aware of this
The differences and impulses and your obsession with
The little things, you like stick, and I like aerosol
OR
I see swimming pools and living rooms and aeroplanes
I see a little house on the hill and children's names
I see quiet nights poured over ice and Tanqueray
But everything is shattering and it's my mistake
4. Ease (f/ Broods)🏠
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjs5_2Gw-_NAhXIFh4KHftODjsQjRwIBw&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Ftagged%2Fcoffee-shop-gif&bvm=bv.126993452,d.dmo&psig=AFQjCNEYlxL_EQtmhPiUNHV4ROu8ycq5Zg&ust=1468467776796914

I'm down to my skin and bone
And my mommy, she can't put down the phone
And stop asking how I'm doing all alone, alone
But the truth is the stars are falling, ma
And the wolves are out c-calling, ma
And my home has never felt this far
5. The Quiet 🤐
http://66.media.tumblr.com/a4696c26f289f96c081503522ff7e1c9/tumblr_nv9phegvHA1qaxfrto4_250.gif

This separation,
time and space between us
For some revelation
You didn't care to discuss
I'd rather be black and blue
Than accept that you withdrew
6. DKLA (f/ Tkay Maidza)💔
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjU18XZxe_NAhVGmR4KHVglCIwQjRwIBw&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Ftagged%2Fdkla-lyrics&bvm=bv.126993452,d.dmo&psig=AFQjCNH63WdgMPWAcXunxaWVJr3gwHEtIA&ust=1468468480289219

When we tried it, we were a fire with no smoke
Rags to riches but I'm addicted to being broken
Take my breath away, you know I'm bound to choke
When I close my eyes I still see your ghost
OR
'Distance makes the heart grow fonder'
Said by someone stronger than me
So what do I do now?
Do now?
So what do I do now?
I don't keep love around anymore
7. Talk Me Down 🗣
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwiFs5Hoye_NAhVB7B4KHYdVBUMQjRwIBw&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Ftagged%2Ftroyesivan-gif&psig=AFQjCNFh7aOSbx0m0CAYb7aqjnv5D-1jHQ&ust=1468469508157893

I wanna sleep next to you
But that's all I wanna do right now
So come over now and talk me down
I wanna hold hands with you
But that's all I wanna do right now
And I wanna get close to you
Cause your hands and lips still know their way around
And I know I like to draw that line, when it starts to get too real
But the less time that I spend with you, the less you need to heal
8. Cool 🆒
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwie4Ne2ze_NAhWEHB4KHUj4CagQjRwIBw&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Ftagged%2Ftokyo-ghoul%253Agif&psig=AFQjCNGg6oKuJ_GfyY1X0up-6PPlKZrrAQ&ust=1468470582473457

Pools and swimming
Drinks in bars and
Boys in cars and
Rooftop sinning
Skinny dipping
Shooting stars
With fat cigars
OR
I'm a spark and you're a boom
What am I supposed to do?
9. Heaven (f/ Betty Who) ☁️
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjMs7u1zu_NAhXKHR4KHT08DXEQjRwIBw&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.pinterest.com%2Fpin%2F2251868538484240%2F&psig=AFQjCNH63ejzvJ-b__pTdS5ynya-A7E0bA&ust=1468470849476282

The truth runs wild
Like a tear down a cheek
Trying to save face, and daddy heart break
I'm lying through my teeth
This voice inside
Has been eating at me
Trying to replace the love that I fake
With what we both need
The truth runs wild
Like kids on concrete
Trying to sedate my mind in its cage
And numb what I see
Awake, wide eyed
I'm screaming at me
10. Youth ✌🏼
https://media.giphy.com/media/9fTFe05bfJHgc/giphy.gif

'Cause we've no time for getting old
Mortal bodies, timeless souls
Cross your fingers, here we go
Oh, oh, oh
And when the lights start flashing like a photo booth
And the stars exploding
We'll be fireproof
My youth
My youth is yours
Trippin' on skies, sippin' waterfalls
11. Lost Boy ✨
http://media1.giphy.com/media/YYz5A1uuugsko/giphy.gif


Yeah, we knew from the beginning
That this wasn't never ending
Shouldn't stay too long
'Cause we're both too young
To give into forever
I say I wanna settle down
Build your hopes up like a tower
I'm giving you the run around
I'm just a lost boy
Not ready to be found
Not ready to be found
I'm just a lost boy
So what are you waiting for?
'Cause someone could love you more
12. for him. (f/ Allday) 👨‍❤️‍👨
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=&url=http%3A%2F%2Fsweetheartsivan.tumblr.com%2F&psig=AFQjCNGvbT497RRCSSua2jC-dUxynFPgZg&ust=1468471679276740

We try staying up late
But we both are light weights
Yeah we get off our face, too easy
And we take jokes way too far
'Cause sometimes living's too hard
We're like two halves of one heart
You don't have to say, "I love you," to say I love you
Forget all the shooting stars and all the silver moons
We've been making shades of purple out of red and blue
Sickeningly sweet like honey, don't need money
All I need is you
13. Suburbia 🏘
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjP6v6t0u_NAhXFdh4KHVq1DqoQjRwIBw&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwifflegif.com%2Fgifs%2F582659-artists-on-tumblr-canon-5d-mark-ii-gif&psig=AFQjCNGnxxvXPv38uj6grv3RVy4vTUtsSw&ust=1468471887837391

Yeah, it seems I'm never letting go
Of suburbia
Swallow nostalgia
Chase it with lime
Better than dwelling
And chasing time
Missing occasions
I can't rewind
Can't help but feel I've lost what's mine
Yeah, there's so much history in these streets
And mama's good eats
Oh Wonder on repeat
There's so much history in my head
The people I've left
The ones that I've kept
14. Too Good 🌬
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjErfvr0-_NAhWJbB4KHXJCCzsQjRwIBw&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwifflegif.com%2Ftags%2F75277-sivan-gifs&psig=AFQjCNE9tZYAj5Rbwhajgxzj-7atsyEXsg&ust=1468472265691110

So I take a sip, wait 'til it hits
That liquid guilt is on my lips
I'm wasted on you
15. Blue (f/ Alex Hope) 💙
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwjhrb63we_NAhXDth4KHUpGDRIQjRwIBw&url=http%3A%2F%2Fodditymall.com%2Fgalaxy-space-bath-bomb&bvm=bv.126993452,d.dmo&psig=AFQjCNGj9rXPMllHN6LJuTwRLZrt0Hwu4Q&ust=1468467282899277

All your lights are red, but I'm green to go
Used to see you high, now you're only low
All your lights are red but I'm green to go
I want you
I'll color me blue
Anything it takes to make you stay
Only seeing myself
When I'm looking up at you

16. Swimming Pools 🏊🏼
https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&ved=0ahUKEwjfgZyBwO_NAhVJGR4KHSJOBGkQjRwIBw&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Ftagged%2Funder-water-gif&bvm=bv.126993452,d.dmo&psig=AFQjCNFwHGqUNQXCW249r1kHn2z3F4_noQ&ust=1468466963743541&cad=rjt

I've been running, running, run
So tell me how I'm gonna get past this wave to empty swimming pools
Cause I just wanna be at the start of after loving you
I plant my feet and I clench my teeth
I can't outrun what's coming after me
So tell me how I'm gonna get past this wave to empty swimming pools
But I see a lighthouse in the distance calling my name
But I can't get there 'til I go through all of this pain
There's a glimmer of hope like an exhale of smoke in the sky
Hello, hello! My name is Mariam and I love to write. This blog is for all the things I love (including makeup, books, clothes, travel, and other bits & bobs!) Hopefully you stumble across something you love, or are inspired to find it <3

In order for this review to be as helpful as possible, I've included lip and hand swatches of all the lipsticks.

ColourPop

Lippie Stix
Lumière ($5)
OVERALL: 5/5
Color: 5/5
I purchased the lippie created by KathleenLights in the shade Lumière. At least on me, it did not show up as the color that is swatched on the ColourPop website. I do however much prefer the shade it ended up being to what I had originally expected. On me the lipstick translates as a deeper, more
fuschia-y purple as opposed to the lighter pinkish color shown on the website. I can't imagine a skin tone this wouldn't be flattering on.
Formula: 5/5
This honestly feels like a lip balm! It doesn't dry out my lips even the slightest bit. I consider that a great feat especially considering that it is a matte finish. It also smells and tastes sweet. The only thing I will say is that you definitely need to exfoliate, it may just be this shade, but this lipstick definitely emphasizes existing dryness.
Lasting Power: 4/5
This is not the longest-lasting lipstick to ever exist, but it does the job just fine. You can eat without it smearing all over your face, but chances are you'll need to reapply if you're a messy eater. It is not transfer-proof, but I'm willing to let that slide considering how moisturizing it is.


Ultra Satin
Echo Park ($6)
OVERALL: 3.5/5
Color: 2.5/5
I was kind of bummed when I tried this lipstick on. It's a very light pink. This color would be so stunning on someone with fairer skin, however it is too light for me. It's still wearable, but it definitely would be the lightest I'd ever go.
Formula: 4/5
The formula of this lipstick is a little too liquidy for me, but it dries so quick! I'm not a fan of the way it smells, but the smell disappears after a bit. The lipstick is a satin finish, which is great for those who don't like a glossy lip but aren't too fond of the matte look. It is a tad drying, but that is to be expected of a liquid lipstick.
Lasting Power: 5/5
This lipstick sets so fast and stays set! It's hard to smudge and doesn't move around on your mouth. It is not transfer-proof but it doesn't come off a whole lot.


Ultra Matte
Beeper ($6)
OVERALL: 4/5
Color: 4/5
I think this lipstick is a beautiful color. It's a deep mauvey brown. While I am pleased with how this color looks, it is not at all what I was expecting. It is much darker than what it appears to be in the tube, and it doesn't not even look remotely resemble the lip swatch shown on the website.
Formula: 4/5
The formula of this is identical to that of the Ultra Satin lipstick, other than the fact that this a matte finish (which I love!).
Lasting Power: 5/5
Also almost identical to the Ultra Sating lipstick's lasting power, but I do believe this lasts just a while longer than the aforementioned lipstick.

MAC

Velvetease Lip Pencil
Oh Honey ($14)
OVERALL: 5/5
Color: 5/5
I lovelovelove brown lipsticks and this one is absolutely gorgeous! It's a warm brown with a slightly orangish undertone. This is definitely one of my absolute favorite shades.
Formula: 5/5
This lipstick is really creamy and light, even though it's matte! This lipstick itself is not drying, but it does emphasize  any dryness you may already have, so exfoliating is definitely a good idea.
Lasting Power: 4/5
This lipstick does not bleed around the lipline and it doesn't smear super easily, but it does get a bit patchy after eating. It's not too bad considering it is not a liquid lipstick, but it does definitely need to be reapplied after a meal.

Bare Minerals

GEN NUDE Radiant Lipstick
Heaven ($20)
OVERALL: 4/5
Color: 4.5/5
This color is very pink, which is not something I would usually go for, but it is at least on my skintone a very natural looking pink. It's a really pretty color for everyday wear.
Formula: 4/5
This lipstick has a very light and buttery formula. It's great for people who don't like heavy lip color. The finish is slightly shiny, but it isn't overly glossy. It's a nice everyday lipstick but it moves around smears very easily.
Lasting Power: 3/5
This lipstick by far is the first to disappear of all the ones mentioned on this post. Due to its creaminess it is not very long lasting.

All Hand Swatches

From left to right; Lumière, Echo Park, Beeper, Oh Honey, Heaven

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